I haven’t posted here in quite some time… and I am starting to wonder if it’s a bad thing. I don’t have many followers so I suppose this could actually be like an online, “filtered”, diary. I also think that writing down what’s going on in your mind might be a way to help relieve stress and help you figure out what you want in life and how to figure out what to do about things that bother you.
So, at the moment I am extremely stressed out. Here in South Africa we have an online university, UNISA, which I am seriously considering applying to. I really want get my bachelors of science in Computing. Thing is… I keep worrying if I will be able to cope. I have a job which I go to at 7 in the morning and only arrive home at around 7 in the evening. I also have a relationship. So with a stressful job and maintaining a relationship while studying something I really want to do might put a lot more strain on my mind.
It is my dream to work with anything and everything that has to do with a computer and the future and I’m not really a family person. So my relationship is important to me but I am afraid that it might interfere with my dreams.
So yeah… I guess that is that. O_o
Mah boyfriend :P